Джейн Крок шокировала мир спорта тем, что решила принять участие в соревнованиях по пауэрлифтингу и бодибилдингу. Особенность заключается в том, что при рождении Джейн была мальчиком и звали ее Мэтью Крожальски. Теперь Джейн снова решила вернуться из пауэрлифтинга в соревновательный бодибилдинг и очень хочет выиграть карту IFBB PRO. Правда,  не до конца понятно, за какой из двух полов Джейн будет выступать…

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After much thought and discussion I have decided to return to competition. I will be working with Justin Harris @troponin_nutrition and my goal will be to obtain my IFBB pro card. This was the goal I was pursuing when I was outted in 2015 and it subsequently took a back seat to everything else that was going on in my life. I am a competitor by nature and without a specific goal to focus on my training since that time has lacked direction and intensity. Recommitting to this goal excites me and I'm looking forward to grinding away in the gym again like I was always known for. Above all else the main goal will be to bring my all time best to the stage, to be bigger and leaner than I have ever been. Since I'm certain many of you you are wondering and will be asking I'll just address it now. I will be competing in the men's division (notice I did not say "as a male") and no this does not change the fact that I'm trans/genderfluid/nonbinary. This also says nothing about my beliefs concerning trans athletes and fair competition only what I feel is right for me. So along with everything else that I feel is important to talk about you can expect to see more posts regarding training, nutrition, and the like. #transgender #genderfluid #nonbinary #gendernonconforming #genderqueer

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This is me waiting for my flight 6 days post op. Forehead is looking pretty good, nose is still swollen at the tip, cheeks are very swollen, and my jaw is still ridiculous can't even see where the new bone structure is yet. This has been a pretty rough recovery so far. Had to stay 3 extra days to allow the swelling to go down more before I could fly. Sleeping has been difficult, and I think I've lost about 20lbs because I can only eat small amounts of soft foods. Still, the worst of it is over and I can't wait to get home, see my boys, my lonely kitten, and get back to my normal routine. ☺ #transgender #genderfluid #nonbinary #bigender #girlslikeus #transisbeautiful #transition #facialfeminizationsurgery #drharrisonlee #ffs

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I'm trying really hard these days to not think in terms of gender. As a trans woman I often find myself thinking too much about how other people perceive me. I worry that I'm not feminine enough, that I'm too muscular, that my voice is still too deep, and some days it just feels overwhelming. Other days I don't feel like wearing makeup or a wig especially during the hot summer months or while I am being active Outdoors. And some days I feel perfectly comfortable presenting more masculine but then when people look at me I find myself being overly self conscious of the fact that I'm blurring gender lines. Are they looking at me and thinking why is that big guy carrying a purse and painting his nails? Isn't that a woman's jacket he's wearing? It's difficult not being self-conscious when you know you don't fit in. I also still constantly fight the Battle of wanting to be more muscular and stronger again but feeling the the pressure of knowing the more muscle I carry the further I move away from society's feminine ideal. And as I move further away from what Society perceives as acceptable for a woman the more difficult interacting with people in public becomes. So now I'm trying really hard to not think about how feminine I look, or if I'm too muscular, and even how other people are perceiving me even though that is much easier said than done. Instead I'm just focusing on what makes me happy. If I want to be more muscular and stronger and that makes me feel good then I'm going to work harder to add that size and strength. On the days I feel extremely feminine and want to be pretty I'm going to present that way. And on the days I feel more masculine or don't feel like getting all dolled up then I'll dress exactly how I want and not worry about what other people might think. Because in the end we only have one life to live and changing ourselves to suit the expectations of others will always hold us back from being all of who we are meant to be and from finding true happiness. #itsokaytobedifferent #beyourself #transgender #genderfluid #nonbinary #gendernonconforming #genderqueer #transisbeautiful #girlslikeus #girlswhopowerlift #girlswithmuscle #girlswholift

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